The narrator in this novel recalls the last meeting with her ​​lover in 1990, the year of the reunification of East and West Germany, when she was no longer young but not too old. After the abandonment of her lover leaves the world and since then constantly repeated to him the time which would have been a story of unending love. The end of the dictatorship of the German Democratic Republic reflected the order of his life as absurd, freedom achieved is not content with all questions but all the decisions of his life before. Love with passion becomes obscene allows no waiver and no respect. The protagonist says this love as an ultimate sense anarchic than any order and build your own system.