In 2018, Paradise Lost and La Décima Letra (independent editorial specializing in literature of sexual diversity) launched the open call Whether it was bliss or pain, in which texts were requested that clearly addressed the question of first love from the perspective of non-hegemonic sexualities. In this way, came one hundred and fourteen stories celebrating jubilantly and even regretfully the excitement of young gays, lesbians or transs when they first faced the mystery of the first infatuation.